busy busy

So I guess I forgot I had a blog. Sorry for not sending updates. We have been so busy around here the last few weeks. I can't believe how fast summer went, and it was never really warm. That stinks. Maybe next year.

Ok on with the updates.

Delaney, my lil baby girl is starting Kindergarten TOMORROW. Can you believe it? I can't. I have been crying my eyes out. I just can't believe she is really old enough to go to school. She was just born for Pete's sake. So tomorrow it is. I told her I was going to take her, she told me I could follow the bus, because I'll I'm going to do is cry and take a million pictures....I guess she's right, but I'm still taking her. I'm sure there will be a thousand pictures come tomorrow.

After I take Delaney to Kindergarten, I have a meeting at a school the babies are going to be going to. They will see all their therapists there and be able to work on their issues more. The only problem is the school only has 2 full time openings. Which means since Ava & Ryan need the most, they will go M-F, 7:30-5:30. Dylan will go Monday and Friday only 7:30-5:30. As of now I guess Greg's mom and Dad will watch Dylan Tues, wed & Th until they have an opening.

I guess your wondering why all of a sudden I have decided to go ahead and let them go. Well for 2 reasons.

#1. They need more help then I can give them here. They are doing very well, but with their sensory issues and such, it would be better for them in that type of enviroment. I feel a bit defeated, like I can't give them what they need, but I know it's for the best. I want them to grow and be able to normal kids. I know with being born 16 wks early, everything they are going through is very common, but I just want them to have the best etc.

#2 I finally did it. I enrolled in school. After 10 yrs, I finally did it. I always wanted to go for Cosmetology, then I changed my mind and wanted to go for Nursing. Well I'm reaching 30 and feel like I have accomplished nothing, So I HAVE to do something. Since Greg is laid off, now it the time. I would love to go for nursing but I do think that would put me over the edge. SO I am headed to beauty school. I start Sept 14th. I am so excited. Then after the trips go to Kindergarten, I may go back for nursing. I'll save that for my next mid-life crisis. lol.

It's weird how after you have babies/triplets you feel like you've completely lost yourself. Nothing about yourself seems to matter anymore. Everywhere you go your known as the girl who had triplets, or when your out with friends and they introduce you as "this is the one with triplets" I hate it. I don't know why, you know I am a person, not just a uterus that carried triplets. I feel like I have to do something anything. I'm hoping that going back to school will help with all that mess. Who knows we'll just have to wait and see.

Check back tomorrow for pictures of my big baby going to school =(